i dont get

how someone with so much money just can’t seem to put all that money into good use and buy themselves a life!

Grabbed this from miss alea’s blog  

01.Your name : Illiana Z.

02. Hobbies : Tennis, music

03. Gender : Pompuan

04. Religion : Islam

05. School/work : Cempaka

06. Height : Not tall! pfft

07. Horoscope : Gemini

08. Address : No.5, up your mother’s ass, jalan your father’s armpit, Kuala Lumpur.

09. Email : dead_pissedfish@hotmail.com

10. your no hp : 1-300-kissmyass

11. Hair color : black

12. Eye colour : dark brown

13. Skin colour : very very black

14. Right or left handed : right

15. Status : single single baby!

16. Siblings : none, thank you.

17. Last 3 digit of your mobile no : ass. you no read up there ah?

18. When’s your Birthday : 27th may

19. Favorite place : my room.

20. Favorite film: wimbledon

21. Tried smoking : yes

22. Drink alcohol : not on a regular basis

23. Been hurt emotionally : yes

24. Kept a secret from anyone : yes

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26. Color : green and blue and red

27. Food : mama’s cooking

28. club : kelab darul ehsan. purely cause of the memories.

29. Number : 13

30. Cartoons : spongebob!

31. actor : dont have one.

32. Song : at the moment, tear it up; chris brown.

33. Movie : wimbledon, cry wolf, a walk to remember.

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36. Wearing : shirt and shorts

37. Hairstyle : let go.

38. Looking at: the laptop screen lah.

39. Thinking of : tennis thing soon..

[ [ Do You Believe In ... ] ]
41. Love : i think i do? 

42. Faith : yes

43. Yourself : not really. altho i know i should

44. Ghosts : ntah le

45. Angels : haha. malaikat i believe

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46. Worn jeans : no

47. Cleaned your room : hah. i got help to do that for me

48. Cried : no

49. Met someone new : yes. hello mel

50. Last person I talk to on the phone : liyana lacia

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51. Do you believe in love : how many bloody times you wanna ask?

52. Have a secret admirer : not that i know of.

53. Do you wanna get married : when i’m old enough, yes.

55. How old you wanna be when you get married: 99

56. How old you wanna be when you have your kid: dont want!

57. How many kids do you want : i dont want kids

58. Would you have kids before marriage: i just said i dont want kids like twice!

59. Do you have a Crush : no..

60. What do you want most in a relationship: trust, love.

[ [ This Or That ] ]
61. Pink or Black : black

62. Kiss or hug : both pls.

63. Summer or winter : summer

64. Sunny or rainy : mendung

65. Chocolate or vanilla : chocolate

66. Hanging out or chilling : isnt it the same thing?

67. Music or TV : music

68. Hamburger or Pizza : pizza

69. Smile or Laughing : smile

70. Sleeping or eating : sleeping Zzz

71. Mc Donald’s or KFC : mcd

72. Silver or gold :silver

73. Sunset or sunrise : sunsets. dont need to wake up in the morning.

75. Diamonds or Pearls : diamondss

76. Adidas or puma : adidas

77. Band members or models: haha. both

78. Local or international Artist : international pls. tho, some local artist are bareable.

79. Sneakers or boots : sneakers

80. Jack daniels or Chivas : neither

81. Dunhill or Malboro : dunhill

82. clubbing or live music : live music

83. Johnny depp or Brad Pitt: johnny baby!

84. Angelina Jolie or Kate Hudson: the one and only big lips

85. colossal/epic or romantic comedy: romantic

86. BMW or Ferrari : bmw

88. incubus or maroon 5 :maroon5

90. long haired or bald : on who?

91. pop or rock : rock!

92. beach or mountain : beach

95. nokia or ericsson : nokia

96. 311 or hoobastank : hoobastank

97. Asia or America : malaysia truly ASIA

98. tattoo or piercing : piercings

99. Asia or Europe : Europe ppl are sexy

100. asking / answering : answering

you’ve got me wrapped around your little finger

As hard as it is for me to admit this, it has to be said. I’m completely whipped. Months after the break-up and yet I’m still madly in love with my most recent ex.

What the hell is going on? I don’t want this feeling. I never asked for it! Granted we were only together for 3 months, but the comfort that came out of that relationship, made me feel as though we’ve been together for years. And yes, I know it’s silly of me to think so.

 

“You’ll get over everything illy. It’s just a phase. Just another chapter in your life”

 

But what do you do when you don’t want to be in that person’s past? You don’t want to be just another chapter? another memory? I don’t belong there, and sayang you don’t belong there either. 

sunburns..

SUCK! they suck so bad I wanna cry! Bloody countless hours under the hot burning sun and this is what I get. Just kill me! Kill me now!

ANN asshole (typo much intended)

So this is my blog, and I can rant about whatever the hell I want. So today’s topic is that son of a bitch’s name up there. If you know her, you’d know what kind of a disrespectful low-life she is. If you don’t, then you’re considered lucky.

All I can say is that I so need to give you a piece of my mind. Cause honestly, I’ve been so bloody quiet and patient and it’s eating me alive!

Someone needs to bash you up and teach you a lesson. And guess what, I’m up for the challenge. All you have to do is show your pussy-as-a-face and you’ll see lah what I’ll do. I’ll say words so vulgar and I’ll slap you so hard that it’ll make you cry for months.

!MARK MY FUCKING WORDS BITCH!

music

one word, abso-fucking-lutely awesome! the atmosphere, the musicians, the songs. Nothing but music, nay, JAZZ music the whole weekend. Going up to random strangers and just talking about nothing but music. Music’s on everyone’s mind and in everyone’s mouth. And I personally believe that that is how God intended the world to be Java Jazz, my absolute bliss.

Omar Sosa was amazing. An eight-song set for 2 straight hours with standing ovations at the end. Incognito doing his thing on stage. Bobby Caldwell singing his tunes. And not forgetting James Ingram with his oh-so-soulful voice. Can life get any better than this?

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Music; defines me. Everywhere we go, music surrounds us. As cliche as it may sound, don’t you dare deny it.Music can come from anywhere. From the sound of a child laughing to the rapid footsteps of a working man late for a meeting. It’s everywhere. And it’s beautiful.

Music is universal. It amazes me how something so simple as the plucking of the strings on a guitar or the beats of a drum could bring people from every strata of society together. Absolutely amazing. Unity at it’s best. Music is everything, it’s everywhere and it’s most definitely here to stay.

Music comes in many genres. You can have Jazz, Blues, Classical, Rock, etc. Collaborations; Hip Hop Jazz. Tell me, who in fact hates music? I’d give you a million dollars if you bring me someone who genuinely hates music. I dare you to take my challenge.

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I want to live in a world where no one speaks. Where music speak for us. I know I’m coming out oddly gay but seriously, music, i love you.

jakarta baby!

so yeah. woot woot! I’m in Jakarta already and only minutes away from my first Java Jazz concert. Performing tonight are Bobby Caldwell, James Ingram, Manhattan Transfer and a few other local artists!

I reacher J at 12 in the afternoon and went straight to eat Nasi Padang. My god. Delicious! After that, we checked into our rooms. The bed is so comfortable.

I got my feet massaged and i got a manicure and pedicure completely spoiled myself at the spa. Before heading back to the hotel, we went to Senayan City and got donuts and these AMAZING ice creams. Will post pictures when I get back

Anyway, Java Jazz awaits. Will update soon! 

confessions

well, it’s not technically a confession. more like my thoughts of people who think “they-all-that” just because their daddies are rich.

 

Honestly, I think you people should just suffocate choke on your father’s money and DIE a cruel and painful death. (here’s hoping! *fingers crossed*) I mean, honestly, you people were like nothing to me before one of you pathetic lot had to go cross the fucking line and chase my bloody friend all the way to freaking Johor. I mean, come on. How kecoh can you be?

 

Just because you were born with a silver spoon, does not give you the god damn right to interfere in other people’s business. What? Dyou honestly believe that “Daddy’s got a lot of money. I can do whatever the hell i want!” I mean, seriously, don’t you have to go and count your money or something? The freaking world does not revolve around you. So stop acting like it does. Seriously,why don’t you put all those millions into good use and buy yourself a life! Cause obviously the life you have now has expired!

 

And no, I’m not jealous of you cause you have more money than me. Cause seriously, I have money, probably more. It’s not my fault my parents aren’t as let’s-show-the-world-how-rich-we-are as yours are! I’m not the one in a friggin’ governmont school (discrimination not intended!) YOU give a bad name to government school kids. And for that, I pity them.

 

So yeah, I hope you die you pathetic excuse for a human. I’ll make sure I’ll deliver your funeral invite to all your friends. All

five three of them.

 

- You people make me sick. I hope you burn in hell –

she’s gone

liy’s gone to johor already. I know, I should count myself lucky that she slept over for 2 nights in a row. But to be completely and brutally frank, it’s not enough. Why’d you have to go liy? Why johor? Come to Cempaka! No bitches or no-life maggots here! Plus you’d be closer! Not bloody 2-4 hours away!

 

Having you in my life means more to me than anything else in the world. And you know I’ll definitely be missing you. Who’s gonna order tomyam with me in central market? Who’s gonna cut tuition with me every weekend? Who am I supposed to feed the fishes in kde with? Who am I gonna take the lrt to pavilion/bb/klcc/ampang point with? Who, liy? Who?

 

You’re absence is gonna leave such a massive impact on me. You have no idea. I hope 2009 comes soon! I don’t know how I’m suppose to survive these next few months with my pillar of strength all the way in Muar.

 

I love you liyana fasri syafi! Way Way WAY MORE than tennis and you’ll be truly missed.