Colleges that caught my eye..

So yeah, today the history teacher went MIA on us ( i have a feeling that she might have admitted herself into one of those mental asylums) so I had a butt load of time to do absolutely nothing.

So, Mong got this newspaper with all college options for fifth formers this year, and here are a few that caught my eye :

• International College of Music (ICOM) – Music, duh!
  
• Murdoch University – Mass Communication
• Dasein Academy of Arts – Fine Arts
• Lim Kok Wing University of Creative Technology – BA(Hons) Creative Multimedia
• University of Hertfordshire – Film, Music and Media
• Institute Advertising Communication Training (IACT) – Mass Communication or Broadcasting

So yeah, basically that’s it. I completely ignored the colleges that had either the words “engineering” or “business” in them.

haha. Dad would be proud

not realizing what you have till it’s gone

i never liked that saying. but unfortunately it’s happening to me right now.

At the moment, I feel like the biggest idiot in the world. I mean, why couldn’t I have seen how good everything was for me. I had something not everyone has but longed for. I was loved.

But like I said, I had to be the biggest shmuck and ruin it! Why haven’t I changed? Why do I keep hurting the one person I’ve ever completely fallen in love for? Is it me? Is there like a barrier that keeps me from having a lasting, normal relationship without doing anything stupid to ruin it?

Fuck, I need help.