SPM dah nak

habis!!!

Dyou have any idea how long I’ve been meaning to say that? LOL.

• Bahasa Malaysia 1 & 2
• English 1 & 2
• Science 1 & 2
• Maths 1 & 2
• SEJARAH!! 1 & 2
  
• Pendidikan Islam 1 & 2

Only English Lit, EST and Economics left. Then it’s nothing but partying and yet just lazing around!!

Anywaaay, picture time!! (:

HAHA! SCIENCE NO MOREE!!

OUR TRIBUTE TO THE LALA KIDS

AFTER SCIENCE

ANNEXE MAMAK WITH HAFIZ

There’s actually more, tapi malas nak upload.

BYEEE….

i seriously do not get these bloody aunties. i mean, to quote kak zarith on fb “some aunties (or maybe just one aunty) should grow up and stop MAKING ANAK ORANG LAIN as part of their stupid scheme to lagakan orang”

i mean, you aunties have your own issues among each other, keep it among you all je lah! tak yah lah drag me into it! god. pls effin’ grow the fuck up! we’re waaaay waaay younger than you and we can think and act better! tak malu ke? buat malu kaum and your family!

tolong lah aunty yang involved ni, sedar sikit! mu tu dah tua kerepot! tetek pun dah meleret ke lantai! hidup pun tak confirm sampai bila! asal nak tambah2 dosa?

special msg to the aunty who’s spreading the rumours abt me:

i hope your children disown you after this. i mean, to toy with another person’s family and their feelings is real low, AUNTY! wherever you’re hiding, or whoever you’re tryna frame, the truth will eventually surface. and guess who’ll be there to back you up. no one. guess who’s gonna be the first to slap you, my mother! the person yang kononnya your friend!

Trials are finally over! woot! but SPM’s like in mere weeks. so.. blah!

ANYWAY! Went for buka with aisyah last night. Her last night in Kuala Lumpur ): sobsob!

But one awesome thing is, I’m staying with my cousin in Manchester for a month after SPM, so I’ll be able to see both Aisyah and Yasmin (:

So after buka, sent Aisyah home and went to Hussain’s for mercun.

the chick on my right was the kepala of everything!

them big juicy doubles

pamela’s is nothing compared to these.. at least they’re real!

the ra ras.. nadira and zahira!

zuri and i with our bunga apis..

joyride! sending the girls home and suzy’s supper with ira!

all in all, twas a fun night! thanks. you sbu kids rock my

cempaka ass!

I just don’t get some people. How they can be completely oblivious about bout everything.

I’m talking about people who prefer to fool around and date non-stop instead of just choosing one person to be with. I mean, I know a handful of people who recklessly go up to random strangers and have brief flings. Short, insignificant flings. That normally don’t last past the month.

Me, I like being with that one special person. I’ll only be in a relationship with someone I love, or at least have strong feelings for. You know what I mean? I love the idea of being committed only to one person. Being with someone who makes me happy. Someone I can spoil. I love relationships.

I love, love. <3

But I guess, in a way, those people I mentioned earlier are smarter than me. They knew what I didn’t, till now. They knew that by avoiding serious relationships, they’d be avoiding heartbreaks. Avoiding the late nights of tears that flow over that someone who’s broken their hearts. They have a sort of security. A bantal busuk for relationships, if you will.

But I know that now.

Yet I still find myself wanting my past. Wanting to be with the person I love. Am I crazy or what? Maybe it’s just loneliness. Maybe..

the thing is, i get that life’s a bitch. You gain friends and you lose some. But to be completely frank, I never thought that I’d be saying goodbye to you. And the fact that you said “byebye!” just like that just made me realize that maybe I was wasting my time.

But i salute you. Honestly. Manage to make me believe that you were actually worth everything I’ve ever done for you. All I can say is, wow. Seriously. WOW.

The sad part is, you’ll never ever know how this feels like. How it’s like to have someone you really care about just treat you like shit. Make you feel like you don’t even matter. Why? It’s cause you’re so FUCKING BATU about everything.

But whatever lah. I mean, you go your way, and I’ll go mine.

ducky, out.

yknow i’ve always wanted you to be happy. (:

even tho it’s not me that puts a smile on your face.

i love you. <3

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to the one i love the most

I had a dream.

A dream about you and me.

And how we used to be.

And if all my dreams were like that, then I’d never want to wake up.

Cause that’s the only time i get to hold you in my arms and tell you that

I still love you.<3

RULE: Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things / habits / little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits /things / little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 5 people to be tagged and list their names. No TAG backs!

1. I hate rats. I wish they were extinct!

2. I love watching movies that can make me cry.

3. I smoke.

4. I love drinking though I’m not an alcoholic.

5. I sleep on the right side of the bed.

6. I can’t live without my ipod, but I can without my phone.

7. My right shoulder twitches slightly when I’m playing sports.

8. My dream car is a red Ford Mustang with beige leather interior.

9. I remember my dreams.

10. I’m getting kinda sick of McDonalds.

11. Starbucks is my second home.

12. My msn personal message is in fact, usually personal.

13. I got accepted into NS.

14. I bite my nails when I’m nervous

15. I wanna get out of the country as soon as SPM is over.

and the lucky 5 people I’m gonna tag are..

liyana lacia, lex corsette, serena nazirah, alsie, shammie ng.

INI SHAMMIE.. MY PSYCHOTIC GOSSIP

BUDDY/LOVER!!

missing you shit!

alalala..

the crazy bitch who listens to all my problems and layans my constant randomness!

love you long time lover!!!

I’ve come to realize that music can basically change your mood any day! No matter how sad or how happy or how mad you were.. all you need to change that mood is music.

Here’s what I mean..

When you’re in the mood to layan your sad emosi, listen to:

• Hate That I Love You – Rihanna
• Why – Avril Lavigne
• Sekali Ini Sahaja – Glenn
• My Confession – Afgan
• Kenangan Terindah – Kerispatih
• Bukan Diriku – Kerispatih
• Always Be My Baby – David Cook
• We Belong Together – Mariah Carey
• How Could You – Ne-Yo

When you want to get over a break-up cepat2! listen to:

• Over You – Chris Daughtry
• Over It – Katharine McPhee
• Go On Girl – Ne-Yo
• Through With You – Maroon 5
• I Used To Love You – John Legend
• Entah – Afgan

When you need to get into a happy mood, FAST! listen to:

• Funkytown – Lipps Inc.
• Spain – Al Jarreau
• The Emo Song – Andrew and Adam
• If you were gay – Robert Lopez
• Chewing Gum – Annie

Basically that’s it.

No promises that it’ll work for you.

But it works for me (: